I don't know HOW!! but it happened. Dreams thrashed, Hopes demolished, Plans flopped, all in a click, just to be the face of it.Till that moment, I believed, that I stood a chance, I had my game, I got my change. I was desperate, ambitious or now I guess, over-confident.
For the first time, I didn't believe my eyes. But, that was it.
A lot of sacrifice, a lot of self imposed restrictions, a decent effort, but just not enough. A slap so hard, a fall so bad, was all I had.
I was, for a moment, the most dissappointed soul in this world.What went wrong is still a mystery.
Why ME?? is all I had, to ask myself. It was a moment of realization, its all it takes for SOMETHING to be NOTHING.
Now I see, I'm left with a strong heart that could stand such a shock, an mind emptied for new ideas to seed and a lot of time to think.
